 So who am I ? Am I the voice in my head, well - I thought I was, but hang
on a minute, if ‘I’ can hear that voice, then ‘who’ is it that’s hearing it?
Maybe there’s another possibility. Is there another part of me that ‘I’ have
forgotten?
But who is that, if not ‘me’? Could there be more than one voice, what about my conscience
who tells me when I’m off the mark, perhaps judged someone or a situation that
I had no need or even the right to. I
know that voice; though I may not always hear it, or listen to the message. Then there is a voice who says “you’re not good enough”, “not
able to”, “not confident enough” to name but a few - Statements - which I have just accepted without
question and even believed for so long.
Yes, I know that one very well too.
Sometimes I ‘hear’ or ‘feel’ another one when I’m driving
who will say “don’t go that way”, but - I ignore it, and then get caught up in
a long traffic jam, and I may even realise that ‘someone’ was trying to tell me
something. Other times, I astound ‘myself’ by having amazing streams of
thought and I have no idea where they have come from. this is usually when I’m in
autopilot mode, and not consciously thinking at all.
So who is the real me?
Am I just a voice in my head? Am
I my personality? or my ego?
I suspect that there is another ‘me’ trying to emerge,
trying to tell me to wake up, and be more than I ever imagined I could be.
So - I’m going to set myself - the real me - free, take off
the brake, let go of the leash, jump off the cliff, into my new experience
whatever that may be.
I’m going to listen to my inner voice, not any of those in
my head, but the one that feels right, the one from my heart, the one who only
speaks the truth, that’s my own truth. And when I hear it I will know the
difference because the untruths just don’t feel the same.
The truth comes from the essence of who I really am, that
essence of ‘me’ who came here, to this human experience to have a journey of
discovery to find who I am and what my real purpose is.... So here I go!! Lesley Knight 20.1.2012 |
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